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for those who really care
thanks for the prayers
but our end is coming soon
we've made our plans
it's in our hands
so now we predict your "doom"
we rise each day to pray
to the Lord up above
but though we search our hearts
we have to question His love
satan has returned
from the days of his youth
he stands before our God
and promises us truth
we are not really evil
or even mentally ill
we are just wounded souls
who've finally had our fill
the plans we've made aren't noble
but they are of our own will
through many years of torment
we are now ready to kill
to HELL with the world
and all of "mankind"
who pick on the weak
and rape their precious minds
don't wanna be part
of the human race
just "killing machines"
with a happy face
the darkness gives us peace
the darkness gives us quiet
the darkness helps us plan
our war for the "Holy" riot
we didn't just do it for thrills
we were bullied & beaten
then made plans to kill
we'd rather be with God
go to a Heaven above
but though we really tried
we chose to wear Black Gloves
we feel such hate & vicious rage
just like a monkey in a cage
just want somewhere to go
to breathe our very last breath
take as many with us
and leave them at Nazareth
some days seemed like heaven
some days seemed like hell
but most the days we lived
were really hard to tell
we left our mom's in tears
and scarred our family name
but those "bullies" had to die
so at least it won't be in vain
there's a war raging on
and you can't blame it on a song
or your dad & mom
once your conscience is gone
all the christians & their beliefs
all the lies we hear them preach
what about this "brotherhood?"
is that just for the popular?
and the ones just understood?
all the scars
from our mental wars
have left us in misery & pain
just like a welfare mother
on her own raising Cain
mom, didn't mean to make you cry
just was no time to say "goodbye"
and for many years to come
so many more will follow
cause all this so-called "humanity"
is really hard to swallow
all the prayers we know that were said
couldn't stop the demons in our heads
and all the things they wrote & said
forgot to mention
we were already dead
just wanted guns
so full of lead
leave this world
like a book unread
"oh God - could you embrace us?
or at least turn & face us?"
cause they NEVER will erase us
and no judge will ever face us
and no more jocks will disgrace us
but history will "place us"
for they will call us "Racists"
they'll say "so sorry for you boys
and the anger that you feel
but God might have blessed you
in only you had "kneeled"
but God would have said
"boys - please don't fear me
take my hand, come near me
for you are the Chosen Ones
so just lay down your guns"
but eric would turn to dylan
cause dylan knew he had said
"we came to leave a message, man
let me put my gun to your head
if it feels good, lets do it
we're Soldiers
so we'll get through it
we swore on our souls we'd do it
don't want them to say we blew it!"
now boys will be boys
always making noise
but killers make the news
and in this troubled world
there are just so many to choose
so if they ask where we're headin'
our goal is Armageddon
cause only the blind need canes
only the dead need roses
silent boys with the deadly toys
you're on your way to greet Moses...
dedicated to Eric Harris & Dylan
Klebold & ALL who are bullied throughout their lives while others just
stand idly by.
by honey sheperd
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